Another day....

I keep telling myself that today i'm going to journal...and that day stretches into tomorrow and the next and one more for good measure. Well, here it is today lol. I have gotten to speak some people in RL the last few days, apparently there is a small group here in Pueblo and i am excited about being able to meet others and talk with them. I love all my friends in the chat room but, it's not quite the same as getting to talk to O/one face to face and as my ultimate goal is 24/7 TPE, being able to serve One...well online just only goes so far. There is a parade at the end of the month here and i look forward to that, and sometime this week i am going to see if the group wouldn't like to meet somewhere for a munch...am i scared..no..nervous...some, after all, i'm talking about the rest of my life here lol. But, the excitement overshadows any nervousness i have and thats what i cling too on the days when i wonder if i will ever see RL ...somewhere there is a light at the end for this one.