*sighs deeply*
How does one cope with so much all at one time? This one is frustrated lately, she is learning so many new things about herself, learning to understand a new type of dynamic within the poly relationship she is in, and trying to cope with an unquenchable need to be near the Ones she is bound to. She feels completely useless at times, and because of it gets frustrated. At other times she feels real jealousy over things that wouldn't bother her other times and it makes no sense to her. She craves and needs protocol, but also craves and needs to feel close, special and sometimes she feels left adrift with way too much time on her hands, and that bothers her the most........
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