This one has as such a long weekend. It should have been full of renewal for her with her Master and Mistress, a time of quality sharing and growing....it turned out to be nothing like she pictured it. This one knows that RL has a way of interfering with a relationship even in an RL setting, its much more difficult when the relationship is online and via the phone. Yet, this one truly believes that if one is committed to making said relationship work..and it doesn't matter if it's BDSM or vanilla, then one does what they need to to make it work. It's even more important in a D/s or M/s relationship since communication is soooo important. In this girls case she not only needs but requires a higher level of attention, and this weekend there was virtually none. She has some with her Mistress and that's great, however the kind of time this one needs is much more involved than that and really needs more quality one on one time with her Owners...and it isn't forth coming. In fact it seems to only be getting worse. There was a time when They MADE the time to be with her, time when they were not distracted or busy but focused on this one, time when W/we could learn about each other, bond, play, talk or just be together....Now, it feels as this one is pushed back to a corner and being asked to accept scraps from her Owners. This one cannot accept that and even though W/we have discussed this subject it does not seem to be getting better...in fact it seems to be getting worse. She loves her owners or this wouldn't hurt so bad but, she cannot live with it as it stands .
~kitt~
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