In Denver...without my son...

Okay, been offline for a while now due to the move..I am in Denver and i am having mixed emotions about being here. I love that i am closer to Master and can see Him more often...yet, relocation is hard and all the court stuff is really getting to me badly. I wish i can say that all is well, it isn't i'm borderline depressive and my emotions are totally out of whack, i have moments of lucidity interlaced with manic/depressive episodes. I'm sure that part of that is due to lack of sleep and broken sleep as well as stress. I don't know how much more i can take of this but, i need to try and keep on somewhat of an even keel, i have to believe that all of the stress and court things will soon pass and my son and i can get stabilized again, working towards ... I hope!